Sunday, March 23, 2014

familiarity...

if you keep up with
my life on the lane,
you know meester berrong
and
i
have been contemplating 
leveling our house 
and rebuilding 
here on our lot.
after writing this post,
i began to dream
by way of my pinterest.
i found ideas, 
shared them with john, 
and began to plan what each room 
would look like...
high-pitched, exposed ceilings,
beautiful light fixtures,
bright paint,
colorful furnishings and decor,
the fireplace.
appliances,
cabinets,
counter tops,
sinks,
innovative showers 
and
tubs,
walk-in closets,
hidden outlets,
and tile flooring.

from ceiling to floor,
i was making plans 
with john,
and he liked them:)

~@~

then...

a few days later,
i awoke to an empty house.
half-asleep
i made my way 
from my bed 
to my bedroom door,
opened it,
and took one barefooted
step out
onto the cool, hardwood 
that is our living room
floor.

the floor creaked
(just like it always has/
just like it always does);
this time though...
the sound was deafening:
it may have even echoed.

i immediately experienced
the raw emotion of
familiarity.

~@~

that experience 
was apparently 
a pivotal point
in my plan-making
for i quickly found myself
looking at ways 

to.bloom.where.we're.planted

instead of pinning
large country chic
kitchen plans,
i began to look
at galley kitchen plans
and pin 
ways to renovate 
our kitchen.
instead of pinning 
exposed ceiling ideas,
i began to look at and pin
new metal roofing
to cover the 9' ceilings
we already have.
instead of pinning
furnishings for 
an open-concept den,
i began to look at and pin
den furniture 
for the den we already have,
which could be made
much larger by moving
our utility room
and knocking out
a couple of walls.

just.like.that

i began weighing 
our options.
meester berrong
was good with that too.

~@~


(a few photos of "before")

so,
tomorrow will mark
the first day of our
lane makeover:)

love and God's blessings,
dani xxx

1 comment:

Sally said...

That's awesome, Dani. You're a smart lady not wanting to remove all the memories, and thinking of ways to make new ones. I salute you!

xoxo