but it is something that really bothers me:(
i am ocd about only 2 things in my life...
ok, yes, i'm obsessed with hygiene therefore it is my compulsion to shower two or three times a day. (many of you already know this; some newer to my blog may not.) anyway, i don't see this being a big problem... as "cleanliness IS next to Godliness", right??? (i giggle as i type;) though, i do maybe use a bit more water and go through more shampoo and conditioner, soap, shaving cream, and razors than a person should. however, i feel so good... so refreshed after showering:)
you may wonder, "is her skin dry???" the answer is, "no. and i don't even use lotion that often." i really see this a a positive/positive affliction.
i'm clean=i feel good:)
therefore, i embrace my obsessive compulsive hygiene disorder. i am totally ok with it and even like calling it mine:P
on the contrary, i have a very 'bad seed' sister-ocd.
i am obsessed with my weight; i am obsessed with food. though i want to eat only what i need to to maintain a healthy weight, i am a very compulsive eater!!! furthermore, not only is half of my obsession food, my compulsion is FOOD also.
i love the stuff!!!
and, lately, i cannot get enough of it:/
thus, i'm having a hard time saying NO to food right now. it's a very bad habit i have started...
eating whatever the hell i want whenever the hell i want to eat it:(
obviously this is NOT an ocd i care to embrace:/
several years ago, i was in a bible study with an elderly man and his wife. he was talking about how he'd given up smoking years prior. then he said something that i have found to be true. he said,
"if you can give up a habit for 4 days,
you can kick it."
back to my title,
i want to go to a fat farm for 4 days!!!
(so, i can kick my habit, you know!!!)
love and God's blessings,